Many people today have tried to get free of addictions to alcohol, drugs, sex, spending, overeatting, and other addictions to no avail.  They have tried programs they have tried "Church", and they are desperately wanting relief.

I was a relationship addict, and I tried alcohol for a while in my youth. I tried many relationships looking for love in all the wrong faces in my youth, desperately needing love and comfort for the life of abuse & abandonment I grew up with and not finding any peace.  I was molested as a toddler by an abusive stepfather and by men of O.T.O. freemasonry in a temple ritual. I have lived with perfectionism, and the abuses of conditional love and in judging those, I became the same.  I know what it is to be tormented in your thoughts.  Today, my life is totally changed from where I used to be. I had been MPD, extremely perfectionistic, workaholic and dependent.  I hated men, hated women, hated myself, was controlling and abusive to others.  I felt alone and emotionally "spent".  

Then something wonderful happened, I cried out to God that there had to be more.   I met someone who told me that there was HOPE in Christ Jesus and taught me what the Bible really says. Ironically this was my ex-husband.  I never knew my father, & my mother abandoned me half of my childhood to foster homes.

I  grew up Catholic, and thinking I had already committed "mortal " sins, so I thought there was NO HOPE for me.  But I was wrong, and it was a startling revelation to me, that even I, was loved by God. I'm still working on fully comprehending that.  I had been feeling, at least I could raise my child right, so he would have hope, but now I discovered TRUTH in the words of the Bible, my husband had bought me.

Jesus said " I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life.  No one comes to the Father, except through Me. "  All have sinned and fallen short of the mark, in comparison to God's holiness, and we all have the ability to come close to God through the sacrifice Jesus made on the cross.   Jesus is a person, the second person of the Godhead; the One True Living God. He is the long-awaited Messiah and He is coming back soon again to judge the earth and deliver the godly in Christ.  

He is ABLE, being God, to deliver you from all the pain, all the emptiness, all the addictions, all the insecurity,fears, RAGE and ANGER  that come with abuse and rejection, and conditional types of love.  HIS LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL. EVEN IF YOU BLOW IT, GOD LOVES YOU.He promises, if you surrender your life to Him, that the Holy Spirit will come and guide you into all truth, will comfort you and will never leave you or forsake you. It is a progressive healing He does most of the time. I am still being worked on. I want so much for you to know Him for His LOVE.  Will you take the test at top left in the Navy lettered buttons, and see if inner (soul) healing is indicated for your life?  If so, I pray you will take the time to write me a note so I can pray with you. Take a chance...and see if God won't make a difference in your life too. HE LOVES YOU !......Priscilla

I highly recommend Rita Bennett's book: YOU CAN BE EMOTIONALLY FREE. Its easy reading and demonstrates how to pray for healing emotions. It's on

which talks of the emotional & spiritual roots of diseases.

On the Elijah House site, they have listed qualified counselors in
various states they have trained.
They also have CD's , tapes and DVD's available on their site.
Sometimes you can't find such people, but keep looking and asking.

David Seamonds is also another author I would recommend. HEALING MEMORIES, and he has a couple others that are very good.
Check Amazon for used books if you don't have much money.
Check your local used bookstores for these authors.

If you write me, I can send you pdf books by mail on inner healing if
you need that are in my personal collection if you have no money.

Possible Addictions: 
to Anger, Complaining, Manipulating or Controlling others, Being controlled, Being abused, Alcohol, Cigarettes, Drugs, Sex, Perverse sexual behaviors
Collecting things,  Shopping,  Discontentment
Foods,  Sweets ie: Chocolate, Not eating (anorexia)
Exercise,  Pets / animals, TV, movies,  Videogames
Religion, Intellectualism, Isolation, Vanity, Finding faults in others
Self-hatred, Cleaning house, Procrastination
And almost anything else

Emotional Recovery MP 3's
ask me about private stash link

Booklinks of survival books in pdf
Biotoxin - recovery
Radiation - recovery links
Cancer alt treatments links
Foodshortageusa - site for how to store food
30 Attributes of God
Accepting Ourselves Bible Study
Alcoholic vs Functional Family
Anger types & Dealing With Anger
    Overcoming anger-prayers
Are You Being Punished by God ?
Armor of God
Because God Loves Me
Bitter Waters - Teaching on Bitterness
Bitterness, How to be Free From
Books on Sexual Addiction
Breaking the Chains of Substance Abuse
Building Trust
Bulemia Recovery
Bunglers Anonymous

Characteristics of Adult Children of Alcoholics 
Christians in Recovery Bible Studies
Co-dependency article
Co-dependency behaviors
Charasmatic CONTROL
Could PORN Ruin Your Sexual Response?
Dealing with Anger - Joyce Meyers

Demon hitlist - John Eckhardt
Demons - Prayers that rout them
Depression & Discouragement - Handling it!
D.I.D. - multiple personality 
Did you exhaust God's grace ?
Distorted Images of God
Drug Addiction
Eating Disorder Recovery page
The Lord's Table:Diet Course
Olive Branch Outreach:help for eatting disorders
Evil is Real 
Fatherhood of God

Fear of Recieving and Flight from life
   Freedom from FEAR series
   Overcoming Fear - Articles
   Overcoming Fear Prayers
   Overcoming Intimidation prayer

Feel Rejected by GOD ???
Feeling Guilty & Ashamed - Normal !?
Feeling Inadequate ?
Forclosing on Financial Problems
Finances - Prayer for
FORGIVENESS is possible !
Forgiveness-Lorraine St John
Forgiveness -"I am Joseph" 
Forgiveness myths - Charles Stanley
Forgiveness to Reconciliation
Freedom from Shame-The Right To Be - George Hartwell

GAYS & LESBIANS, Lesbians & Gays
God's Tender Love
GOD: The Best SEX therapist
God's View of Nudity
GRACE of GOD - Series by Mike Bickle
Guilt, Shame, & the Wounded heart
GUILT - Riddled with it ? 

Healing from SEXUAL ABUSE
Handling Fear of Rejection
Having Trouble Sleeping ?
Helping Victims of Sexual Abuse-book link
Healing Sexual Brokenness Andy Comiskey
How Good News becomes Bad News - Chart*
How to have a squeeky clean conscience
How to Overcome REJECTION - Correcting a Mistaken Identity
"I am"...scriptures for how God really sees you
Innocence After Salvation
Intimidation - overcoming spiritual abuse
Is God ANGRY at You ?
Is It Perverted ?: When Marital Relations Become a Moral Dilemma

Leering Looks
Loneliness - overcoming it, David Jeremiah
LOVE Beyond Your Wildest Dreams !
Lust - Freedom from Addiction
LUST - overcoming series
Making Daughters Safe Again
Marital Conflict
Marriage Enrichment Class

Masturbation  pt 1
Masturbation  pt 2
Masturbation  pt 3
Masturbation:Threat to your marriage
Meditation for Perfectionists
The Morality of masturbation
Misogyny and Misandry-Hatred of men or women
My Testimony
Misty - poem of a three yr old.
National Assn for Christian Recovery
One Married Woman's Journey - from Masturbation to Sexual Fulfillment
Overcoming Barriers to TRUST
Overcoming Defeatism
Overcoming Defensive Pride
Overcoming rejection-Prayers
Overcoming deception-Prayers
Overcoming Addiction - PRAYERS
Overcoming addiction - article
Overcoming jealousy-prayers
Overcoming Lonliness
Overcoming pride-prayers
Overcoming food addictions-prayers
Overcoming Self Pity
Overcoming the Hidden Joy Killer
Overcoming Temptations
Overcoming Witchcraft

Pain: Does God Allow Suffering ?
Peace of God & Peace with God
Perfectionism Is:
Perfect or Perfectionism
Pornography - Dobson
  Soft Porn vs Marital Ecstasy
  The Lost=er-Last Commandment
  Romantic Fiction - Female Porn
  Beyond Orgasm - The Horror and JOY of Sex
Practical Ways to End Guilt Feelings
Prayers for Financial freedom
Putting HOLY FIRE in Your Marriage

Receiving God's Love
RECOVERY: Christians in Recovery articles
Recovery from Sexual abuse page
REVENGE: bible study
Self Condemnation vs Self-Acceptance
Self Sabotage
Separation to God
Sex Addiction, Cause and Cure
Sex Before Marriage ?
Sexual Addiction Site
Sexual Sin - seriousness of sin
SHAME - Misplaced 
Shame - Overcoming it
The Silent Killer of Christian Marriages
Spiritual Abuse Articles
Scriptures on Suffering & Affliction
5 Truths about Suffering
Sweet REVENGE - Turning Hate into Healing
Struggling to take in God's Love - 3 signs

Testimonies of freedom from addictions
Trying to Understand Men : )
Unpardonable Sin ?
Understanding Substance abuse - guide
What Kids Want - re discipline
When God Seems Cold & Indifferent !
When MARITAL RELATIONS are a Short cut to HELL
When People Let You Down !
When TEMPTATION Gets You Down
Workaholism & Alcoholism
WORRY NOT!  Joyce Meyers
Worship: Power in Praise
Wrestling Down Emotional Pain
You Can Find Love !
You Are NOT TOO OLD to be Used by God
Shame Bible Study_D.Ryan.pdf
PTSD TESTIMONY - just go to and type in my name to see vids
[I'm not that exciting, but the info I think will help.]
Just click on the words here
I have two Utube channels one is earlier each one has a version of testimony.