Many people today have tried to get free of addictions to alcohol, drugs, sex, spending, overeatting, and other addictions to no avail. They have tried programs they have tried "Church", and they are desperately wanting relief.
I was a relationship addict, and I tried alcohol for a while in my youth. I tried many relationships looking for love in all the wrong faces in my youth, desperately needing love and comfort for the life of abuse I grew up with and not finding any peace. I was molested as a toddler by an abusive stepfather and by men of O.T.O. freemasonry in a temple ritual. I have lived with perfectionism, and the abuses of conditional love and in judging those, I became the same. I know what it is to be tormented in your thoughts. Today, my life is totally changed from where I used to be. I had been MPD, extremely perfectionistic, workaholic and dependent. I hated men, hated women, hated myself, was controlling and abusive to others. I felt alone and emotionally "spent". Then something wonderful happened, through the power of the Holy Spirit, I cried out to God that there had to be more. I met someone who told me that there was HOPE in Christ Jesus and taught me what the Bible really says. Ironically this was my ex-husband. I never knew my father, & my mother abandoned me half of my childhood to foster homes.
I grew up Catholic, and thinking I had already committed "mortal " sins, so I thought there was NO HOPE for me. But I was wrong, and it was a startling revelation to me, that even I, was loved by God. I had been feeling, at least I could raise my child right, so he would have hope, but now I discovered TRUTH in the words of the Bible, my husband had bought me.
Jesus said " I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. No one comes to the Father, except through Me. " All have sinned and fallen short of the mark, in comparison to God's holiness, and we all have the ability to come close to God through the sacrifice Jesus made on the cross. Jesus is a person, the second person of the Godhead; the One True Living God. He is the long-awaited Messiah and He is coming back soon.
He is ABLE, being God, to deliver you from all the pain, all the emptiness, all the addictions, all the insecurity,fears, RAGE and ANGER that come with abuse and rejection, and conditional types of love. His love is UNCONDITIONAL. EVEN IF YOU BLOW IT, GOD LOVES YOU. He promises, if you surrender your life to Him , that the Holy Spirit will come and guide you into all truth, will comfort you and will never leave you or forsake you. I want so much for you to know Him for His LOVE. Will you take the test below and see if inner healing is indicated for your life ? If so, I pray you will take the time to write me a note so I can pray with you. Take a chance...and see if God will make a differance in your life too.
HE LOVES YOU !......Priscilla
Possible Addictions:
to Anger, Complaining, Controlling others
Being controlled, Being abused
Alcohol, Cigarettes, Drugs, Sex
Perversive sexual behaviors
Collecting things, Shopping, Discontentment
Foods, Sweets ie: Chocolate, Not eating (anorexia)
Exercise, Pets / animals
TV, movies, Videogames
Religion, Intellectualism
Isolation, Vanity, Finding faults in others
Self-hatred
Cleaning house
Procrastination
And almost anything else
